I was totally down.
Emotion was what I am feeling.
Dont feel like talking to anyone.
It has been quite a some time I was totally down.
Temporary down, sad, low mood is what I have been feeling occassionally.
Not down totally.

Not because of what I get for my result.
Not because of any XX-ships.
Not because my PMS.

I was feeling totally disappointed in myself.
I just can't put that total 100% confident, faith, heart into what I do or neccessary being done.
I doubt, I think twice, I fall into dilemma.
LOST is the final word i can named it.

I dont know what I want.
I ask myself why I am in this course.
Why I take the additional course to stress myself.
Why am i making things difficult for myself.
Why things doesnt be what it should be.
Why am I praying, wishing for something that in fact needed to be done by hardwork.
*异想天开*

I just dont know what I blog man.

I just know...

I am compressing my temper and emotion.
Dont step on my tail and you will be fine.
If you forget to take stamp off your eyes, better leave me alone.

Last but not least...

Thanks Sin and Jun for hearing me rant.
I dont rant often cause is so spoiling image ar and I usually rant and forget sometime I dont even know why I rant and my purpose. But what sweet about it is encouragement given and willingness of friends to listen. Thanks alot.
Moreover, people in psychology dont remember people good much more often, the bad and sad happening usually did an impact yea.