Face the Music
After MST stuff, this and next week is the time where result was flowing back.
I have to face what I did in the MST week.
Was mentioning to Jun that today was a day i not awaiting for it to come.
A consoling note was that the most disappointing paper I did was not
supposingly be given today.
But still I have to face it next week.
Not stuck in the mood of moody, sad or disappointing.
It just that the pressure of result getting. The pressure to push one's really forward.
This type of pressure is not motivation. Some kind where it is beyond words I can describe.
Demoralising. Even though marks can be pull in the next test, still, to aim for a grade that initially wanted is really hard to achieve.Not a pining hope. Expected high, fell painly. But not that extend of expection where it is hard to achieve. It is just a normal grade, a year 3 should attain instead or to mention my class. A day that have ONLY 24 hrs. A human that have emotionally. Cant be living in only happy mode. Only insane people does. Another " buoyantly " is another conception that is hard to achieve. factual? Its up to one's to decide. End of the speechGood luck to those who buy for tomorrow "TOTO" Good luck to those playing BBall too~ Night to all my lovely and dearest friends. *OINK*