Up to date since it end... whenever I think of the last paper, my heart will palpitate as if i ran for 10 click. whenever, I was reminded of the question, the answer I give. I have a feeling that it misses a beating on the nerve.
Fear, scare almost swallow the whole me.
Only keeping myself busy, out of thoughts avoided it.
[Only Coward escape problem, thats what I tell people and I'm doing it!!!]
Why does this make me fear so much.. I have no answer to it.
It just traumatised me. Shed it la!
I need to overcome it myself.
*Cross finger*
PS: A pass is all I need... nothing much, really.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
I need somewhere for me to laugh, shout, brushes the thoughts away from myself.
BOO ME!